The More I Look For My Brain...

It is most unfortunate to not have the time to post some little adage

as each one comes along. I say "my" life

because

I believe my husband

is too busy to blog right now - what with workin 40+ hours a week & full-time school.

I will begin today to write more tomorrow. (And cut).

Drama.

Life is full of it. I didn't fully understand this until I got married - take that as you

will.

I know what I'm talking about. I also didn't realize how dramatic life

is until I got all growed up. Suddenly, I realized not everybody in my existance likes

each other. And, then! I have an aprostrophe (:) and I realize why

and begine to understand and share the same feelings. Why, must we, as adults

come to this depressing conclusion? I want my child's brain back

and the more I look for that brian,

the more I realize how

much I miss it.

Drama.

Don't get me wrong, I love being all growed up! I love having the responsibility

and the ability to make my own decisions, dinner, and future.

I love the fact that I can run my own home (with the help of my man beside me). I am my own person and it is so

awesome to have that knowledge.

I'm excited for my future and what I plan to do with it. I'm excited to see

where Rob and I are in 40 years. Maybe we will start having

kids by then (inside joke).

I hope this posting isn't too confusing to the poor souls that get the

chance to read it. This, in my vocabulary and

from a funny girl-movie, is my word vomit. I can't help

but type -

my brain has a mind of its own. Go figure.

Here, for your informationa and hopefully enjoyment,

is why my keyboard has been silent:

1. I have two small business ideas that have been sloshing around in my head. I dont want to publicize them yet, but I'll let you all know soon!

2. School started up again for Rob and I. Rob is taking 12 credits and I'm taking 7. That with full- and half-time work has made us crazy. Many of our friends

and family have wondered why we don't come around that

often. We're busy folks! We love you all and can't wait until the day comes

when we will be completely free from the craziness of life. Oh, and

according to my loving grandmother, "that'll be the

day Hell freezes over, won't it?"

So, keep your eyes

open for the miraculous sheet of ice.

It will be red like the fires of Mordor.

I am taking a class on diversity this semester and it is

an awesome riot! My professor is, in my

opinion, very jaded and odd because

she believes we should not

assign little girl babies the

color pink

and little boy babies the color blue.

According to her, this makes them grow up

a homophobic. Then, she goes off on

women and how we are all

oppressed and live in a patriarchal

society (true) and how

every single one of us is

unhappy because of this

oppression -even if we do not know it yet.

Am i oppressed?

Whenever she goes off on her tangents I have to smile and laugh

to myself because I think of Monte Python & The Holy Grail.

Well, I think I've done my job in vomiting a lot of brain matter up on this blog.

Until the next blog, keep looking for that red ice!